"You love New York, but it has some horrible memories for you, too. Like the time you played there with suede just after your father died, when you were freaking out and unable to deal with the rest of the band, who were expecting you to behave as if nothing had happened. You travelled to the gig with the crew, away from the band, as you had done the whole tour, wandering into the dressing room just a couple of minutes before showtime."
#bernard butler